Friday, October 5, 2012

Shake Your Money Maker



Last night while on vacation I went with my two sisters to one of their favorite work out classes.  Hiphop Fitnezz and HipHop Abzz.  http://www.zumbahappy.com/ (This is the link to the place)

First I would like to add a disclaimer to this blog post, I, Alissa Sarate, have a tendency to shake my money maker in ridiculous, inappropriate fashions.  I am not inappropriate in that I do this on bar tops or poles, but in the privacy of my own home.    I thoroughly enjoy listening to hip hop music with absurd base that when my car is empty, my speakers shake!  

I haven’t worked out in a while, as my body hurts so much most of the time.  It’s the result of carrying so much extra weight.  I run around after three kids all day, and I’m just plain old lazy by the end of it.  It’s one of my major excuses and I just need to bite the bullet and start working out.  So, it’s been a while and I went with my sisters to this zumba like class. 

My sisters and I, are quite different.  One of my sisters is a hard core super workout, eat right fitness freak.  She had her own battle with weight after getting married.  Her and husband decided to make a choice to lose weight and eat healthy.  They are dedicated their P90X and insanity workouts, protein shakes and KMA, zumba classes.  My husband, her and her husband actually went running in the 90 degree weather yesterday.  My other sister, made a choice while in high school to get healthy.  She worked out really hard, training herself to run, and eat right.  She lost 50lbs.  I’m so proud of both of my sisters and their dedication.  I pray that both of them, never have to experience what I am going through with my weight.  I know God is going to use this in my life, not sure how yet, but All for God’s glory this weight will come off of me.  

So before the class, I had already had the fuller Alissa planting the seeds of doubt and failure in my mind.  I’ll just sit down if it’s too much.  Stand in the back so you can half-ass it.  But I got there and the skinny Alissa coached me through the whole time!  I almost feel psychotic.  The whole time I’m dancing and working out and singing along to the songs, while in my head I am saying, “Go Alissa, Push, Go!  Hold your tummy in, squeeze your tush, breathe, shake shake shake, don’t give up, don’t be that girl!!!!!!!!”  All this replayed in my mind over and over and over again!  

I did keep looking at the clock, but I wasn’t going to give up.  My one sister kept telling me, “it’s okay to take a break if you need to”.  And I appreciate that, because I knew it would be okay, but I didn’t feel like I needed one. 
And to my surprise I made it through the class, I had to modify some parts because I just could not jump and go crazy at the end, instead I just bounced.  But I did it.  I walked into the class assuming I would have a heart attack and die, but I made it to the end and I loved every minute of that dance workout. 
YAY.  I can do it again.  And I feel like I shaked a lot of Mommy frustrations out of my body!  I highly recommend it for any mom would loves to shake it and needs an out.  

After such a work-out and being up still for a few hours, I needed a snack before bed.  I got a banana and a handful of strawberries and a squirt of fat-free whipped cream.  I drank a couple glasses of ice water and I gave myself a pat on the back.  I did good.  And I’m proud of that.   

It’s in those moments and small decisions that count the most.  I know it is hard at that one moment when you are looking at either a glass of lemonade or an ice water, or a bowl of ice cream or a bowl of fruit.  Don’t look at the whole picture and imagine yourself never indulging again, but think of it in that one instance and how good you will feel and strong you will feel in making the BETTER decision!  

Feeling super good this morning!  Alissa

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